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My Father’s Store

17 Friday Oct 2014

Posted by DK Lubarsky in Poems

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anger, children, family, father, growing up, memoir, poem

Brooklyn 1957

Wind and snow dance on concrete streets,
Slicing through city canyons of pre-war brick,
Tattooed with casement windows and iron laced fire escapes
This day, like all the others, shortened by winter’s darkness

My father’s hardware store smells like the kerosene
He keeps in the back room
I cut kitchen shades to measure with confidence born of youth,
And likewise keys proportioned to locks

I am too young to carry 12 foot rolls of linoleum
The way father does, on his back, up six flights of stairs
But I help out each Saturday in the weeks before Christmas,
Selling white china cups and bright red Christmas tree stands

The smell of kerosene, and the taste of piping hot bagels
Still brings me back to those days
Munching hot bagels on the ride home,
In the days before the anger.

DKL 9/30/14

Walk Away

17 Wednesday Sep 2014

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anger, family, love, poem, walking

The door slams
A familiar thud
I walk away to clear my head
Flee from wounding words,
Pursuing solitude

Existence measured by foot falls and heart beats
“Remember to breathe,” I tell myself
In, out, in again.
Rhythm, to blot out pain
Long strides, to cleanse life’s abrasions.

A mile. Sometimes more
My body begins to sync with earth’s pulse
Connecting to a universal energy I cannot name
“Be calm,” It whispers.
As light slowly filters through my soul.

I feel the shift.
Rediscovering my center
Who and what I am
Acknowledging the inventory of broken promises and expectations,
Theirs and mine

With each step my heart softens.
I balance life’s checkbook.
Weighing the price of love, and the price of darkness
But the wind has already shifted. Spun me around.
Pressing at my back as I turn and walk toward home.

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